Wednesday, December 31, 2008

before the year ends..

WHOAAAA. As per my tradition, it's again time for me to sit back, relax, and look back on the year that (in hours time) was. :)

* I had a very intense and serious relationship which lasted for three months only. I broke up with him for some reason, and I regretted doing so after some time. Twas too late, I felt super bad but I learned so/too much from the experience. I've learned that giving up may not always be the solution because people will not always be ready for you anymore if you decide to come back.

* I had another relationship, which was almost the best and most... basta! parang "ETO NA TALAGA!" but then I decided to leave him, for some reason, again. It was a bad move, yes.. but I guess he's forgiven me already, and I've forgiven myself too. I've learned (from my mom) that, I'm not in that 'trial and error' stage anymore where it's kind of normal to be experimenting and playing and stuff. She told me that I'm now in that stage where I need to be with someone whom I can get serious with. She's roight. :)

* I lost contol of my life, and found myself back with mom again where I found peace and happiness and direction (somehow). I tried working in a "call cen-er", and I learned the value of money. Damn! was it hard to be up till the wee hours talking to bobonics and explaining to them the hows and whys. Sobrang nakakalokaaa. It was a good experience though, having met a lot of different people. As in! from all walks of life. :) I've learned to not judge people as to where they come from and what kind of lifestyle they have. I've learned that everything happens for a reason, and I must be open to the fact that not everyone will have the same views as mine. So I must respect that. ;D

* I got sick, as in very sick. I was hospitalized for about three weeks c/o my weak immune system. I had to quit working, because my lola told me to as in I had no choice but to follow and I felt the need to quit also, so I went back to South and enrolled again for the second semester. I shifted to Entrepreneurship and transferred to Southville. And I think I'm okay now. :) What I've learned? We learn good life lessons from not-so-good experiences. oyea.

* I gained new friends! of course, cos I've a new school. And I love them, they are so fun to be with and I love spending time with them. Although most of them are boys, I stil enjoy their company although they often talk and do DOTA. amp? haha! :)) 

* Twilight was out. Yea, madaming posers naglipana. I am proud to say that I haven't even heard of it until it was in the silver screen. I was excited to watch cos I loved the trailer plus it was Paramore who covered the OST so yeah, loved it..

..until it became so overrated which was ugh, nevermind. ;P

* I met someone, who happens to be my boyfriend right now, who happens to own a very looong name, and a very huge space in my heart. ayii. ;)

* I drunk a lot of booze this year, I will try not to drink too much next year. Friends, please, cooperate! Hahaha. :))

* This has been my most emotional year, so far. I intend for it to stay that way. :D

* I have a new baby sister! whose name (Bien Mikhaila Yson) was my idea. We shall call her Kyle, for short. Ah huh, ah huh. :)

Soooooo.. there. I know I missed something, I'll go edit when it crosses my mind. ciao! t

Monday, December 1, 2008

bad vibes.

Super bv, after hearing mass (which we weren't able to start pffft) we had dinner at Racks, tapos I don't know how but nawala bigla yung promo card ko sa SB. Eh I'm 3 stickers away na lang from getting the planner! hmft! bv bv bv! Back to zero nanaman ako. Nakakainis talagaaaa.


Anyway, no classes today. yey! I need to rest eh, and do some stuff. today is pasarap day for me, I need to relax lang. I badly need it. Pero I wish I could go out and be with someone, eh di pwede cos papa will visit us today which is bihira so yun, it's something we shouldn't be misssing.

Uhm, ayun. Again, my heart's conflicted. I don't know what to do anymore, I am so scared. Nawawalan nako ng gana mag boyfriend tuloy. EWAN. So people quit asking me why I don't have one, it's not like it's a disease or something. We don't hafta rush it naman. Diba diba.


So there, Christmas is coming. I want to do something not for myself. I want to help some people. Hmm. So magtitipid na talaga ko so I could share. I don't know, if I fall short I'd rather give something to the needy kasi okay naman family ko eh, lovelove na lang. Hehe! Excited nako. :)) Ayan, good vibes na. ;D t