So much for happy, easy days... I'm in this stage of my long-lived academic life where I have to let go annnddd grow up. In God's time (hopefully some day in October THIS YEAR), I will graduate. This is probably the time when my true friends would understand why I am always M.I.A. That's cause I am not busy, but I am trying to gradually live life away from school. It isn't sad cause if you hadn't known, I have been a nomad all my life, in three aspects:
- School
- House
- Relationships
Hmm but you surely wouldn't know that I have improved in the past couple of months..
I haven't moved to a new house since May 2010, I have been studying in the same school since 2008, and I am still with Gab, since June 2010.
Well I guess it's time that I get a feel of some permanence for once. I do deserve that, right? Thank God, thanks to the people who sticked it out with me hence my tendency to be impulsive, uneasy, and yea, nomadic (in every way!). Also, thank you ME for giving ME a chance to take a risk and finally hold on to some things, and not be scared anymore of being vulnerable to pain once I decide to ah huh yeah, hold on to some 'things' a.k.a people that I love?
This entry of mine would probably get a B for not being coherent and all but hey! My point is that;
One way or another, you could relate to how I felt or somehow still feeling (but just a tiny bit) now. You, at some point, felt scared not because of the possibility of changes occurring but because of holding on to something which might be permanent because that would be like ripping your heart of and giving it to someone/something with a 50/50 chance of not getting it back fully, or not at all.
Don't be scared, some things.. some people are worth it.☺
