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Have you ever tried googling yourself? Haha! I am so lost right now, I kept on searching for the right website for this effin' Market Research report until I got tired and then I looked at the monitor then I thought, "Hey, why not?". HAHA.

I got curious lang, mamaya I've a scandal na pala. Haha! Well I have some nga, pero di siya scandal-scandal ahh. Some old videos lang lalo na back in AC pa.. puro power tripping lang. Shet, I was super kengkoy pala that time. Maligayang maligaya lang. Hahaha!

I found out that my super old blog's still alive, I got to reread it and, sarap ng feeling. Para pala siyang photo album na when you see it, you actually look back and basta.. weird ng feeling! Haha. I was like, "Ahh.. ganun pala ko dati.". Then I thought, I've changed a lot! Especially my take on things. Wala lang. I say, I'm a better person now. Yikee! :))

So naadik naman ako diba, I was logged in sa Multiply then I immediately spotted the search bar then yea, you are right. I did type in my name and poof!

"You say yes, they’ll take advantage of you. You say no, they’ll get intimidated and before you know it, they’re gone.

Sometimes it’s just hard to decide whether or not you’d submit yourself to vulnerability.

When it comes to these issues, I always find myself juggling on the yes and the no part. I don’t know how to turn down people for I’m afraid I might hurt them, but I always feel that I must really go through that so as to avoid hurting myself. I don’t know..

I always end up asking, “Should you hurt me?” or “Should I hurt you?”"

- tricia may yson

thanks ty … i kinda feel the same right now… again i’m stuck with these kinds of thoughts and still.. i dont know what to do.. should i push her away or should i just continue hurting myself…. i know patience is a virtue but alongside with waiting, pain keeps on comming in the picture…

I saw this one, from some guy's blog, I actually do not know or I barely know or I just can't remember him. I was surprised to know that: first, I actually have a blog reader. second, my entry made an impact to someone and lastly, that someone actually called me TY and Tricia May Yson which I think was kind of flattering and freaky at the same time. Don'tchathinkso??

HEY YOU. You are welcome. :) 

Anyway, I should be doing my research now but I feel like going to bed na lang muna. So best of luck to me, I have to finish it before 9am. I'll prolly just wake up after a couple of hours? Hala naman. Talk about procrastinating. Haha. "better person" pala ahh? Nyahaha. XD t